Christopher Scully's Journal

cmsohx4mwc @ 2005-12-20T10:09:00

2005-12-20T15:21:33Z

Hey whats up kids? I'm finally on a much needed vacation, and I am simultaneously really relaxed and lazy, while being really busy as well! Here are some of my projects:
Producing:
Nemes
Psykicks (Alden and Donna, The New Creatures)
Bunch of other random producing projects
Video Game: "Steven Hawking: The Video Game"
Class-D Explosives (Visual Pyrotechnics)
Christmas Presents and the such.

My plate is pretty full, but I'm really excited to get off of my ass, which has been sitting on my hands, and get some stuff done that I've been meaning to do but could never find the time. Anyway, hit me up kids, I'm in Worcester now and I am up for some fun. Pax.

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cmsohx4mwc @ 2005-12-12T00:54:00

2005-12-12T05:54:54Z

Wow, I feel pretty good. I had a pretty crazy night, I got a lil crazy, and I got a immature, and over-all I completely lost it. But then I started thinkin, and I realized how good I have it overall, and I am pretty happy. I sincerely apologize for saying some things tonight that were retarded, I realize this is far from worthy, but in the end I feel like I finally handled things ok. I respect people, and people change, and I respect changed people. Juts because I was obsessed with a previous form of a wonderful person doesn't mean that I should hate that person when they change. I change myself. I feel good right now, I think that things worked out ok in total, and I hope that other people are happy, but I don't NEED them to be. I realize I'm being typically vague and I surprise myself by the fact that I am writing in this in the first place. This is a gift to people who read this, to people who what I said may have hurt. I may be a tool sometimes, but I'm doing my best to do what is right, which is not to say that what I do is right, but I wanna make it good. Ok enough with vague references, Jill Karlsson, my girlfriend of over a year and I are no longer together. Even though the last few days have been brutal, I am ok with it, and infact I am enjoying it at this given time. I need to be able to be happy by myself, and not requiring the love of another for sustinance. Basically, I realized today that there is a world of beauty out there, everywhere one looks, and there is also a lot of suffering. I have been dealing with anxiety and pain for far too long at this point, and I'm totally ready to stop being irate and to go and have fun by myself like I did for so long. Jillian Karlsson is not a joke, she is a beautiful woman who will make anyone who meets her smile and warm, she will make a great wife one day and a great mother, and she is a thoroughly solid person who I admire and respect. I look forward to meeting up with her later and playing some video games or something. And to Derek, thank you so much for letting me talk with you tonight, drop me a line anytime and I'll record you guys or buy you a sandwich. Sweet dreams kiddos, I am gonna get some sleep.

cmsohx4mwc @ 2005-12-07T07:28:00

2005-12-07T12:30:37Z

I haven't updated in forever, but shits been crazy lately, so I think I might start doin it daily. Jill and I broke up, my school sucks, my friends jesse and lisa are leavin for tulane, and I'm in the most stressful week of my life. Aside from that I'm still in love, I still am in college, and I still got friends back home. Shit will be ok. I can't wait to get out of here, I'm really homesick and I can't wait to see Jill. Alright kids, I'm out. PAX

cmsohx4mwc @ 2005-06-14T02:47:00

2005-06-14T06:47:51Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Christopher Scully
Birthday:	11/17/1987
Birthplace:	Worcester, MA
Current Location:	Worcester, MA
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'11"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Black Charles Taylor Converse
Your Weakness:	Right Knee
Your Fears:	Losing people, Nuclear War
Your Perfect Pizza:	Spicy Sauce with lots of animals
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Make some money, have some fun
Thoughts First Waking Up:	What time is it? Should I be doing something right now? Did I brush my teeth last night? Is my computer still on? Is my junk hanging out?
Your Best Physical Feature:	I guess I have especially nice hair, although my haircuts always suck
Your Bedtime:	3ish
Your Most Missed Memory:	Playin on the block with my old neighbors
Pepsi or Coke:	Either is good, especially cold.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds for Ice Cream, otherwise they are both ill
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Who Cares
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Depends what, I like Vanilla Ice Cream but I'd rather have a chocolate brownie than a vanilla one.
Cappuccino or Coffee:	bleh.
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	Yes
Do you Sing:	Yes
Do you Shower Daily:	Twice
Have you Been in Love:	Yes
Do you want to go to College:	Yes
Do you want to get Married:	Yes
Do you belive in yourself:	Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	No
Do you think you are Attractive:	Yes
Are you a Health Freak:	No
Do you get along with your Parents:	Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes
Do you play an Instrument:	Yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No
In the past month have you Smoked:	No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	Yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No
Ever been Drunk:	No
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes
Ever been Beaten up:	No
Ever Shoplifted:	As a toddler
How do you want to Die:	Ready
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Happy
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	N/A
Favourite Hair Color:	N/A
Short or Long Hair:	N/A
Height:	N/A
Weight:	N/A
Best Clothing Style:	N/A
Number of Drugs I have taken:	N/A
Number of CDs I own:	N/A
Number of Piercings:	N/A
Number of Tattoos:	N/A
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	9
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

cmsohx4mwc @ 2005-02-23T22:47:00

2005-02-24T03:47:26Z

environment questions? Question 2/14 What is the "new land ethic" that Leopold, Burroughs, Carson and Muir are proposing? Is it so "new" or does it in some way connect to the Romantic tradition? Question 2/15 Now that we are reading the works of our close contemporaries, it is a good time to reflect upon what your own position towards nature and its preservation. Using Oelschlaeger's description of the different trends in contemporary wilderness philosophy (resourcism, ecofrminism, deep ecology, etc.), could you locate your place? Which set of views strike a chord with you and why? Question 2/18 Can one person make a difference in protecting the wildlife? What is the power of individual activism? Can you think of an example where one person made a difference? This could be an example from a book, from your own life or from the lives of people you know. What was the action that the person/you took? What was the effect? Can you think of a way you could potentially make a difference in the life of the living world? Question 2/22 Why do Annie Dillard and Barry Lopez want us to rethink our relationship to animals? How is that relationship currently flawed? Do you agree with their views? Think of how you personally could implement their vision in your life. What will it take? Question 2/24 - under the curtain! Reading the excerpt from "Spirituality of Resistance" by Roger Gottlieb (Debate#2 handout) and other contemporary authors in your textbook, how do you conclude can one "live deliberately" in our day and age? How do you prevent yourself from sliding into "business as usual" with regards to manipulating and transforming nature in adverse ways? What forms can our resistance to the destruction of wilderness and nature take? Do you agree with Gottlieb's parallel between ecocide and genocide?

cmsohx4mwc @ 2005-01-26T20:09:00

2005-01-27T01:09:11Z

&text=Blue 42!

cmsohx4mwc @ 2004-10-01T00:38:00

2004-10-01T04:41:42Z

mad work to do this weekend. Plus a robotics competition. Right now I feel ok, a lil exposed in terms of socials sits. But I'm doin ok. Pax kids.

my foot SCREAMS!

2004-09-27T21:31:32Z

I got my foot operated on today, waited around in the place for 2 hours for a 15 min operation. Its like when the rollercoaster you're terrified of takes a ridiculously long time to get to the top, then waits around, and eventually jabs needles full of liquid fire into strategically painful locations in your toe. Anyway, now thas over with, I have a meeting at the WPI library at 8 for history group. So now I'm gonna go do some homework

Rockin

2004-09-27T06:07:26Z

Road to self improvement, is a road I suck at biking on. I need to inflate my tires... I spent all of today doin homework, with dreams of hangin out w/ a friend and playin video games, or something other than homework. Alas I fell asleep for 4 hours, woek up and it was 11:30, and I had two hours of homework left. Fuck it man, I hate when that happens. My friend never replied, so no hanging outage occured. I am lonely. pax kids.

keep training!

2004-09-26T15:31:30Z

Ok, continued my work out spree with todays:

20 crunches (straight forward)
15 crunches (diagnal, to the right)
15 crunches (diagnal, to the left)
7 chin ups (overhand)
5 pull ups (underhand)
20 lateral leg lifts each leg (lying down on the side, raising leg to about 1 'o clock)
30 pushups
20 situps (straight forward)
10 situps (diagnal, to the right, and to the left)
10 high kicks (standing, kicking straight, and above my head, each leg)
an lots of stretching.

I feel pretty good, although my mouth is very dry. I'm gonna go drink some coke, cause I'm not on a diet. At all.

cmsohx4mwc @ 2004-09-25T15:22:00

2004-09-25T19:34:24Z

Ok, I'm on a quest, for self improvement, body, and soul. I want to be able to bust out a backflip whenever someone requests it, or I please. So I must get strong! I also want to find some love, which I'm told is only possible after loving myself. So seeing as though I'm not too fond of myself, I'm goin on some spiritual enlightenment. Next stop - denominational ankhs and tribal mysticism. Just joking. But anyway, as for body workout. I'm starting today. 10 min ago actually.

30 crunches
10 sit ups
5 chinups (overhand)
2 pullups (underhand)
25 pushups

All of the above I did until it hurt, or until I couldn't do any more. I'm really out of shape. So yea, gonna keep at it! I figure I'm pretty strong, because I can toss my friends around, but I am bad at the above due to the fact that I weigh in at over 180 lbs.

This is just the beginning of more to come. I am going to start to work out at WPI soon. Leave some love.

Hangin w/ the homie.

2004-09-04T01:04:18Z

I had an amazingly good afternoon / night. I hung out w/ Liz, met her family, talked, ate wendy's found nemo, got buncha concussions, and I am really happy right now. Which is really nice, because I've been depressed as of late. Chinese Fortunes never lie. Pax.

bored

2004-07-19T18:38:20Z

I'm bored.

Update

2004-07-08T16:29:31Z

- Making a bass guitar, its sweet, I'm in love w/ it.
- Confused bout hana, wierd business, shady, and I don't see us together soon.
- Meeting new people, like Izzy, who I really think I might like, the drawback - I never see her, and everyguy in central massachusetts (and some in the west) want her. She has like 30 guy friends, which all I bet want her like woah, and she's proverbially out of my league, and I never see her. So I figure thas done.

I missed a date w/ Izzy today because I couldn't get back in time, and I am really pissed and disgruntled and stuff at everyone. Seems like I am doomed into shit like this, I don't even know what I want, I just know I want to get to know her. But then, I'm talking to her on the phone, and she doesn't say anything to me, or block the reciever as she talks about all the guys shes dating or just "hanging out with" this weekend to her friend and my ex girlfriend, audra. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a jealous guy, just I refuse to battle for a girl, and there seems to be massive competition for this one, but, I figure I'll keep at it.

cmsohx4mwc @ 2004-04-23T21:33:00

2004-04-24T01:37:14Z

I adopted a cute lil' superman fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

WaWild and Crazy KIDZZ

2004-03-22T04:58:10Z

You are WILD AND CRAZY KIDS. You couldn't get
through life without a little fun... or a neon
colored t-shirt. You are a team player and
really into Omar Gooding. GO YOU!

Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Naw, I'm definately more into Donny Jefco, man that guy led the Purple team to many a victory

breakin into da house

2004-03-13T17:02:47Z

yea I locked my only key to the neighbor's house in their house and I'm supposed to feed their cat, so I am now destined to break in to the house to get the key, and save the cat's life! I'm off!